4th round means to much.
auntie pam.
this is not my father, it’s peyton. wow,
I was looking at your picture, and
it makes me want to cry.
it’s not fair what is happening to you,
i’m sorry. I have questions about all this,
and I wonder why this sickness even exsist..
I’m sorry I haven’t called and talked to you,
I just feel nervous, and bad all at the same time,
my mom told me you would read that sometime,
whenever that is, I love you auntie.
xo
Hello my Sweet Girl!
You are a natural blogger Peyton. A gift for writing! I was feeling the same way you were last night. That is, this all doesn’t seem fair. I read in one of my books that life is never all bad and then all good. Both are happening side by side. Our job is not to let the bad overshadow the good. This is so true. The cancer thing will be of the past by the time you guys come down for a summer visit. And maybe I will be a different person because of this experience. Just like I see many chnages in you each time we see you. Your way of expressing live, your compassion, your intergity (doing what is right) gift with music, singing, makeup and putting an outifit together. I can’t wait to see where you will be in a few years but I know one thing you will and are making a difference in this world. Thank you for thinking of me and praying for us. I love you and can’t imagine my live with Peyton Alix Straker in it!!! Enjoy the last few days of your holidays ok. Love, Auntie Pam. I will continue to follow your blog too..